Cathers went to London. She ditched me and went to London. Fucking London. ;_; Oh, woe is me.

Nothing much's been happening around me - glad to say i lost quite some weight, and got back into writing again. I did miss the way one sits at the desk with a blank sheet of paper before him, pen in hand, and attempting to get some order into one's thoughts to pen in down, how to best phrase it, the joy when one seems to have found was stuck at the tip of one's tongue.

Though, i need to get a new pen. Its running out of ink.

My digital camera broke. One day the battery just died. Amen. It served a considerably long life with me banging and knocking against a lot of hard surfaces ( whoops ). I probably need to think of how to get a new camera. Guh. I've been trying to draw recently, in vain. It just turns out crappy that i think the paper would have been better spent folded up into a plane and tossed out the window. Bad technical skills. Gu.

Don't exactly have an aim, but i may ( or may not ) be going back to HK. Kind of gotten lazy, i think. I find it a strange phenomenon that whenever i type something in dA journal, my thoughts fail, but in LJ they just come flowing out as easily as water from a tap.

I guess its that problem with the blank screen again.

Random thoughts on a blank canvas.

Go paint your future.

Going major into cosplay now lol, i'm taking on kind of... more difficult characters. I just hope that i can find the neccessary materials to make it, ugh. Imagine if i can't, i'm going to be crying.

I haven't been using GIMP for quite some time, but i hope that i'll be able to try and use it for coloring sketches. You see, i've gotten a new scanner, so i think i can use my sketches on GIMP. Sad that i don't have a tablet. -dives for tutorials online- I've noticed that there isn't a lot of my drawings in my gallery, but more photos, so... i guess i need to draw more? Though sometimes even when i do i dare not put them online. Eeeeee.

I know my drawing sucks lol.

My next cosplay would likely be Robb from The exorcism of Maria. :3 Best wishes. The necklace thing that he wears is so going to be a headache.

So i just downloaded gimp. It wasn't on purpose!!! I just downloaded it to put two layers together to merge the background and such...

AND!

This one incident got me hooked onto Gimp, and right now i'm learning how to use it, painting, and making sigs. Yeah, though i fail at it. I just hope to get better at it!!!!

I'm out to steal someone's dslr. -eyes-

I just realized how much 'spam' my dA has. From now on i won't be posting any of my gaia avi art things here, because seriously speaking it takes a lot of effort to load it up here and i don't really deem it as 'beautiful' since its not my choice as to what to draw!!!

So from now on, dA will contain only photos and drawings of my own imaginations. ^_^ YES. So i'm kicking everything into scraps. That's it. I have been drawing some proper drawings actually, but i haven't been scanning them. I'm depending on M to scan them in for me, that's why, but i haven't finished inking them or coloring them yet. M does a better job at it, and she has the required software for it. -envies-

Speaking of it, AFA is coming up and so well, i'll be busy making costumes... BUT. Until my last exam is over!!! >:{ We all hate exams, don't we all? Hee.

And finally!!! I have arranged a few sleepovers after the exams, and won't i cry on graduation night?? T_T ALso, i would like to go out to take photos when i'm free. T_T Meh.

If i look at them anymore i am going to DIE OF FANGIRLING!.Now matter how much i want to try and draw them i haven't attempted yet and my drawing suck so MUCH i don't want to try, later i screw them up. GYAAAAAA LA. SASUKE AND ITACHI!!!!!!!